It is very bad when you can not find any body to talk with.
you feel that you are overloaded with thoughts and feelings, And you need just to share them with anybody. you do not need help, do not need his opinion, do not need sympathy, just need to talk, to feel that there exist somebody understands you, he may agree or deny your thoughts.
After all; you realize that you have one thing to do, is to keep your mouth shut, and talk to your self, and cure yourself by yourself, then shout "I do not need anybody" while you are internally crying "I need anybody, anybody". But reality forces you to stick to the first option to stay capable to bare your life.
Sarcastic, isn't it ?? !!
